All you need is love.

LOL

I wish people knew what goes on behind the curtain.

Or that I boasted about it.


Also,
I have some pretty spectacular friends. Take a look at the people who care for you or have cared for you but try to remember the little things. Then flip the script... Have you been as wonderful as they have? Too many people focus on the negative aspect of others instead or remembering all the good that that person has done for them. A lot of people have wonderful qualities that don't come shining through at the offset, take your time and reevaluate your friendships don't get stuck with a user or someone that takes you for granted. But in hind sight don't we all take things for granted till we lose them?

True friends will shine through, the ones that will pick you up in orlando if you're stranded, or come over to watch a tv show with you, or spot you that $6.50 for the #6 at Wendy's at 2:58 AM when you only have $2.68 on your debit card, even pick up their phone when you call even when they want to be alone. It's the little things that count in life. Don't take them for granted and pay them back a hundred fold with care.

Happiness is a fleeting moment that you will remember for a lifetime, crave always, seek eternally, and find when and where you least expect it to hide.

Sondre Lerche

=)

I think I found something that's pretty cool. Don't want to give away more until I know for sure ;)!

So much to write about but I'm so tired maybe tomorrow.

We take so much for granted.
Take a day and do everything you want. Whatever you want to eat, whatever you want to do. Go visit your grandparents and some uncles and some aunts. Go eat ice cream after every meal or as every meal. Take a thousand pictures with you friends. Go outside, visit a park, paint a picture, come alive.
See the people you love, tell them you love them, smile with them because we don't know what tomorrow holds. Life is so short so why be unhappy, why moderate everything? Call out sick and do something! Everyday is the same old routine break it and fill your day with love and happiness, joy and don't have a single regret for anything you did. Go out and live your life, stop letting it take you, reign it in.

The world just stopped for a minute.

Things are good. =) Real good.

Ummmm Thinking about maybe getting a new job...

I've seen so much...

And I came upon a doctor who appeared in quite poor health
I said "There is nothing that I can do for you you can't do for yourself"
He said "Oh yes you can, just hold my hand. I think that would help"
So I sat with him a while and then I asked him how he felt.

I am the Devil, the Devil I am
And I wait for the coming of
An innocent man

Be he young or be he old
Be his pockets full of gold

Be he happy or rich or wise
Be the ocean as blue as his eyes

I’ll wait for his coming at the midnight hour
I’ll pickle his soul, and turn it sour

For once his innocent heart I see
That innocent man belongs to me.

I don't think I have a body part that doesn't hurt even just a little bit right now.
But around 136 Televisions are where they need to be for this crazy Black Friday mess.


We got out at like 2 AM last night and it was a relief to get home and just take a hot shower and knock out.
Hopefully things run smoothly tomorrow.
And also that I win the lotto on Saturday...

...
Yea.

Happy thanksgiving everyone. <3

I placed my palms on the dirt beneath me and pushed up, my head stirring, you'd think after 22 years you'd get used to the spin. The dirt compacted under my hands as my body rose and my heart raced in my chest beating like a horse in a full run. Brushing my hands against each other the lose earth fell off the onto the ground.

The sun was setting in crimson and violet rays and my eyesight blurred slightly as I raised my head. I couldn't feel the warm trickle of blood that coursed it's way, a slow winding river, from my brow to the side of my mouth. I flicked my tongue over and tasted its warm copper on the roof of my mouth.

She stood there in front of me her hands calmly hanging at her sides as if she hadn't just struck me. In her eyes danced a slow melody of grace while her body clearly portrayed her warrior demeanor, they bore into me studying the rise and fall of my chest as if it would give her some clue as to my next move.

"Do you know why I came here?" the words came whispered their way off of my tongue no conviction behind them because we both knew it didn't matter.

"You came here to die."

I squeezed the letter tight to my chest as I barely caught her hand in my sight whipping out towards my temple. The sun dropped below the horizon in my vision as my body crumpled on the floor.

Yea, I know...

I applied to FIU today gonna get my bachelor's in Information Tech. It's a really cool degree even though I have to take Calculus. -_-

Work is going nice considering I haven't been there in 2 days and won't be there tomorrow! I really love this vacation. I've had time to do everything I've been putting off. Including my painting.

I've been budgeting myself aswell and it's been tough trying to stick to it because it's so close to Christmas. I've only bought a gift for my sister so far. It's so shitty.

My debt is almost completely settled and I haven't felt better about it.

The weather has been amazing the past few days! Has everyone else been outside enjoying this shit? It's fucking incredible I think it's been contributing to my good mood lately.

I can't wait till December 5th.

Zooey <3






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